Another Wish Came True pt. 2

Dear Lord,
Thank you so much for making another wish of mine came true. He found someone else and hopefully she’s better than me. I hope she can take a good care of a man who has an undeniably wonderful heart. A man that I care about... A man that I miss…

I missed the chance to say what I really feel just because I was too scared of what might happen. I missed the chance to cherish one of the most sincere gifts of life just because I was too afraid of what’s waiting ahead.

Here I am now, standing still on the place where I let him go to fly and explore the world in order to find his greatest treasure of life. Here I am looking from afar, trying not to let those regret slipping through my mind.

I should be happy because I got my wish, for him to go and be happy. I don’t want to turn childish by saying it should be me…

I never said I love him but I did say goodbye. Then came the days where I missed him but I never told, but what I could see is him walking by…

Thank you for letting him into my life, although it was only for a short while… J

Let Me

Dear you,
Everytime I look at you
There’s this sweetest feeling
Rushing up to my brain
And straightly make me cannot stop smiling

Everytime I see your smile
There’s this childish excitement
Rushing up to my heart
And pushing me to not stop smiling

Please,
Let me adore you
Let me smile just by looking at you
Let me praise you
Let me cheer myself up by embracing your smile
Let me idolize you
Let me make myself better by staring at those beautiful eyes of yours

Let me be the most blessed woman
By having your most amazing love

Let me…

You Know

Although here I am and there you are
Miles apart
From one bridge to another
That got burned into overtime
Unfixable
Unreachable

I’ve put all my effort
Only to be cut down the line
The fast lane and the winding ones
While you are standing there
And sometimes don’t really seem to care

I’ve told myself many times and again
It should be over
By the time I wake up
It should be over
By the time I raise my glass and do bottom up

I believe you know
Deep down you know
Reach out and you’ll know…
In the end you’ll know

I Hate This Feeling

Why should you take the best of me all away?
Leaving me nothing but grief over losing you
Although losing is not exactly what it is
Since I never had you
You’ve gone before I lost you
And yet, you’re still here
Along the way
Along my footsteps of life…

I hate this feeling
When I have to do something that I know it’s wrong
When I hope for something that I know it’s impossible
When I do something that I know it hurts
When I deny something that I know it’s right

I Know You Too Well To Be With You, I Know You Too Well To Let You Go...

I know the things that you like
I know the things that make you afraid like a little child

I know when you give up
I know when you fired up

I know what makes you happy
I know what lets you down the most

I know when you fall in love and I know how you love
I know who you love
I know you could easily say love to someone
I know you say it while you’re still in love with someone else

I know you’re afraid of being lonely, doesn’t anybody?
I know we’re miles apart
I know too many differences drift us apart
I know that I’m your best friend anyway
I know that we can’t go anywhere

I know that I’ll be here when you call
I know that I’ll be here when you need a shoulder to cry on
I know that I’ll be here when you fall
I know that I’ll be here when you need strength to lean on

I know you better than you know yourself
I know you by heart, by mind, by soul you can confess
I know you too well to be with you,
I know you too well to let you go

PS. I know that you don't know that this is dedicated to you
I know that you didn't know because I didn't say