Soundtrack Pt. 15

MS. EMOTIONAL

Dark clouds hanging over my head

It’s like they follow me wherever I’m at

I hope tomorrow’s gonna be a better day

Wish I had a way to stop the rain

Make the sunshine rays my face

And see this sad girl smile again

How can I uncomplicated things?

Should I write it down?

Slow down

Or shout it out loud

Get my feet back on solid ground

Call me Ms Emotional

But if it takes a thousand tears to cry to clear the clouds, I’ll do it

I won’t hide the pain I feel inside cuz I know I’ll make it through it

Through the ups and downs I’ve come back around

And this is just the way I feel

So call me Ms Emotional

Call me Ms Emotional

Trouble’s always knocking at my door

But I’m not gonna let it in anymore

Cuz I know I’m gonna see more brighter days

Memories of the past have been gone away

I won’t let them hold me down not another day

Feel the sunshine on my face

I’m gonna uncomplicated things

Gonna write it down

Slow down

Shout it out loud

Get my feet back on solid ground

Call me Ms Emotional

But if it takes a thousand tears to cry to clear the clouds, I’ll do it

I won’t hide the pain I feel inside cuz I know I’ll make it through it

Through the ups and downs I’ve come back around

And this is just the way I feel

So call me Ms Emotional

Call me Ms Emotional

And if I fall down

I put myself up again

Cuz the future lies in my hand

And I hold it as tight as I can

One day I look back and all the clouds have passed

Realize things weren’t so bad

So call me Ms Emotional

But if it takes a thousand tears to cry to clear the clouds, I’ll do it

I won’t hide the pain I feel inside cuz I know I’ll make it through it

Through the ups and downs I’ve come back around

And this is just the way I feel

So call me Ms Emotional

Call me Ms Emotional

Soundtrack Pt. 14

SOAR

I'm leaving today

Living it, leaving it to change

Slowly drifting into a peaceful breeze

Tongue tied, twisted are all my memories

Celebrating a fantasy come true

Packing all my bags finally on the move

I'm leaving today

I'm living it, leaving it to change

As I'm driving I'm captured by the view

Of so much beauty, the road becomes my muse

The heat is rising and my head soars through the wind

Cool, calm, collective is a child that lost a thing

I'm leaving today

I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change

I'm leaving today

I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change

But somehow I'm missing

I think I really miss it

Turn up the radio

And I'm feeling like I've never felt before

Turn down the memories of yesteryears and broken dreams

I'm free, finally free

Slowly drifting into a peaceful breeze

I'm leaving today

I'm living it, leaving it to change

See I'm leaving today

I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change

I'm leaving today (I'm leaving it to change)

Living it, I'm leaving it to change

Living it, leaving it

Said I'm living it, leaving it

Living it, leaving it to change

(I'm leaving it to change)

But somehow I miss it

I think I really miss it

One day

Soar Up High

Time goes on

Without me knowing where it went

Seconds turn into minutes

Roll into hours

Drift into days

Swift into weeks

Run into months

Race into years

People come and go

Just when I'm looking for something to grasp,

There you were lending your hands toward me

Just when I thought I have someone to hold on to,

You fly away

Soar up high,

Reach your dream

For I am here

Watching you spread your wings

Step on that pedestal

And jump through each obstacle

For I am here

Waiting for you to come back

With a smile of satisfaction

And say "I got what I want"

For I am here

Standing around you all the way

For you to walk each path of your destination...

PS. Happy birthday! :)

Soundtrack Pt. 13

BOBBLEHEAD

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Girls like you give girls a bad name

Trying to get a boy but you sound so lame

Thinking it's cute to act real dumb

But the jokes on you, you're stupid hon

Hold up, hold up, you're making no sense

You're talking out your ass

Like a bobblehead, you bobblehead

Just keep your trap shut like your mamma said

Why, oh, why pretend?

I know you got a brain, why don't you use it?

Why, oh, why pretend?

If you so smart, why you act brain dead

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

But wait like, I don't get it

He, he, ha I don't care what you looking at

Body so skinny but your head's so fat

Talky, talky, talky but you don't say shit

Got a way with words, you give me nothing, bitch

Banging on the door, nobody else there

You're nightmare on Elm Street got everybody scared

Make me wanna run when you coming around

Because it's a frightening sound

Why, oh, why pretend?

I know you got a brain, why don't you use it?

Why, oh, why pretend?

If you so smart, why you act brain dead

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

But wait, like, like what like, like what?

I don't get it, like what, what really?

Hanging with the girls makes you feel unsure

So you hang with the boys, makes you feel secure

Act all catty ‘cuz you hate competition

Rather like a sheep on your airhead mission

Laugh in you face but behind your back

They say "I kinda like her booty but the girl is whack"

You see the boys, the boys they love me

Think you're a pain in your butt? Know what? You're crazy.

Why, oh, why pretend?

I know you got a brain, why don't you use it?

Why, oh, why pretend?

If you so smart, why you act brain dead

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah wah

When you talk all I hear is

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

And the real girls say I never play dumb

To get what I want

And always come out the one

That's on top

I never play dumb

To get what I want

And always come out the one

That's on top

I never play dumb

To get what I want

And always come out the one

That's on top

I never play dumb

To get what I want

And always come out the one

That's on top

I don’t get it

Soundtrack Pt. 12

LIFT ME UP

So the pain begins
As the music fades
And I'm left here with
With more than I can take

If you lift me up
Just get me through this night
I know I'll rest tomorrow
And I'll be strong enough to try

When the static clears
And all is said and done
I will realize
That we all need someone

If you lift me up
Just get me through this night
I know I'll rest tomorrow
And I'll be strong enough to try

So when you see me crashing
And there's nowhere left to fall
Will you lift me even higher
To rise above this all

If you lift me up
Said if you lift me up

Whoo-yeah, ahhh-yeah (repeat x2)

Said if you lift me up
Will you lift me higher

When you see me crashing
And theres nowhere left to fall
Will you lift me even higher
To rise above this all

If you lift me up
Said if you lift me up
If you lift me up
Just get me through this night

Soundtrack Pt. 11

LITTLE DREAMER

Look at the stars, I will take one down for you
No matter what the distance, I’ll see it through
I’ll fill you in between the sun and moon
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

And whenever in night, the lights go down
I know that you’ll go on to shine somehow
And even if you’re miles above the clouds
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

Now I lay you down to sleep
I pray we’ll meet inside my dreams

So long, my little dreamer,

I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected

through time and space
The journey that we shared but now have to leave
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah

Little dreamer,
little dreamer,
little dreamer,
little dreamer
Lalala

Look through the dark, there’s a compass in the sky
If ever you’re lonely and question why
Remember that I’m always by your side
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

And even though we sleep like years apart
The galaxy away is not so far
Because we know the future is our dark
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray we’ll meet inside my dreams
If I should go before I wake
I pray our souls will join again

So long, my little dreamer, I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected through time and space
And everything we hoped that could never be
Will live inside of us for eternity

So come on my little dreamer, I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected through time and space
The journey that we shared but now have to leave
Will live inside of us for eternity

Destiny will be a part of you, babe (will be)
I'll feel you in the atmosphere (I'll feel you)
And nothing will be left to fear (nothing left to fear)

Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh, said)
Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh oh)
Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh, ooh)
Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh, ooh)

So long, my little dreamer, I will miss your face
We'll always stay connected through time and space (little dreamer)
And everything we hoped that could never be (so mamma)
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah (I'll see you there)

So long, my little dreamer, I will miss your face (always, always)
We'll always stay connected through time and space (ooh oh)
The journey that we shared but now have to leave (ooh)
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah (oh ah)

I will be with you till the end
Mmm, always be waiting 'till the end

One Once Said Pt. 4 - Deyana Lomban's Edition

“Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.”

"If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”

“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.”

"I asked God for strength that I might achieve.I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey."

"Memberi adalah bukti bahwa Anda sudah menaklukkan ketamakan"

“By seeing the seed of failure in every success, we remain humble. By seeing the seed of success in every failure we remain hopeful.”

"Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers."

"When I am honest I never feel stupid. And when I am honest I am automatically humble."

I declare myself as one strong human being, who’s not easy to feel down, or cry whenever somebody knocks me of my feet.

But what often happen is me coming into my limit. I broke down. I cried. I kept on wondering how stupid I was, how people could do that, especially when it came down to someone I trust. I hated myself whenever it happened.

I’m one of those whom easily put trust on people, family, friends, even someone that I just mer. I’m one of those whom cannot say any no. I’m one of those whom always have a will to help people whenever they’re in a good need.

But eventually, it all ate me up. It left me hanging desperately in need for something in return when no one could actually fill me in.

People said that none of those worth neither my wrath nor my tears. But sometimes, or should I say most of time, those things work. My anger, disappointment, and sadness seem to go away along those anger and sadness. They lead me to peace. They show me the way.

So, think again, why not?

Why should I hold every wrath of mine? Why should I hide any tear when those things are the only things that help me move on?

So, let me be mad, let me cry, since that the only way that bring me at ease… J

For I Am Here

Don't close your eyes, my dear

For I am here

beside you

Leaning toward an arm

That is strong enough for me to count on

Don't blink, my dear

For I am here,

Smiling,

And hoping for this moment to last

At least for a little while

Don't walk too slow, my dear

For I am here,

Freezing,

Staring on an empty cold being

Don't run too far, my dear

For I am here,

standing still,

Waiting for one day to come

For us to be saved

Soundtrack Pt. 10

I AM

I am timid

And I am oversensitive

I am a lioness

I am tired and defensive

You take me in your arms

And I fold into you

I have insecurities

You show me I am beautiful

Love me or leave me just take it or leave it

It's not that I'm needy just need you to see me

Take me, free me, see through to the core of me

Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

I am temperamental

And I have imperfections

And I am emotional

I am unpredictable

I am naked

I am vulnerable

I am a woman

I am opening up to you

Love me or leave me, just take it or leave it

It's not that I'm needy, just need you to see me

Take me, free me, see through to the core of me

Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

Now I stand before you with my heart in my hands

I'm asking you to take me just the way that I am

Please lay down your arms

Do you know me?

Make me feel safe from harm

Oh just take me, free me, see through to the core of me

Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

I am temperamental

And I have imperfections

And I am emotional

There'll be no more pretending

Window To Your Soul

A small piece of something

That I'm not tired to seek

A piece that might have broken

And I'm not afraid to fix

It's the key to the window of your deepest soul

The only place that I really long to be

Right now

The key that's so precious

And not anyone has a chance to see

The key that's once hidden

And might forever will be

The key to the window of your deepest soul

A place that's so beautiful

With every scar and every bit of its flaw..

A Note About You

There's something in your eyes

That makes me want to hold you close in my arms

A gaze that makes me want to say to you

That everything is going to be just fine

That look that can't help me stop smiling this sincere smile

You stared like you were lost in the past

In moment that wish wouldn't last

You're trying so hard to get off this mess

Here's my hand to hold

Count on me as I already told

Guide me in every step you take and I shall follow

I'll offer you my way

When you're beyond low

And it's all for you to finally decide

Which way you to go

Lead me anywhere

And you shall find me there

Please do remember that I always care...

In Peace

In this dark night

When no one is around

I begin to wonder

So many questions are running inside my mind

Making me think

When it was the very last thing I want to do

Think...

About what so good

About what so attractive

About what so amazing

A man with the whole perfection

Picturesque of glorious personality

One so sincere

One so kind

One so wise

One so fine

A man with no flaw

A man with such patient that no one else come close

A man with outstanding talent

A man with extraordinary thought

A man who gives his all

Sacrifice his own

For the greater good of life

He might be complicated to understand

Too many wonderful things he's done

Many of ones left us wonder

Left us confuse

Left us keep asking questions

Doubt no more

Believe and adore

Open your heart, your mind and your soul

Simplify...

Just understand that He has the greatest unconditional abundant love...