Sunday, January 14, 2007

The More I think Of It...

The more I am in doubts of what I'm doing rite now... Of what I'm feeling... Just about everything... Should I live without thinking at all, then??? But how???

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

How Can You Be Sure???

I never really understand about what I'm feeling inside, or am I just afraid? I want to be sure, but I don't know if I can be sure like that, like what people want me to be sure of what I am feeling inside. I always believe that there is such thing like uncertainty in life... Everything can happen... Good things come to an end...
How can you be sure??? Teach me how... I really want to be sure at something... Something that I trully believe in is that uncertainty... That everything can happen... Even in love... I want to be sure that I can love one person, but in the end... Who knows what tomorrow may bring? Nobody knows... I'm scared... I am afraid... Afraid of love's embrace... Love embraces me in a way that I always wanted, but I'm scared... Scared that this love might come to an end at the end... someday...

So, if you love me, and you read my thoughts, please... assure me... reassure me. Don't get tired of it, and don't change me, please... Cuz this is me, this is the way I am... Love me whole, not partly, please...

Damn Loneliness...

But I'm in love now... :)