JusT a LiFe: 12/01/2007

Thursday, December 27, 2007

MaYbE I ShOuLd...

Maybe I should say nothing at all since I always seem to say wrong things to anybody. Maybe I should just be a careless person, the one who cares for nothing, including herself nor the people she loves. Maybe I should just nod all the way or being the number one of the most ignorant person of all. Maybe I should be all of the above if those were the things that can make the people, that I love, happy...

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry F***ing Christmas...

Why does it have to be me?Everytime...In the middle of family quarell,I have to step up and put my very f***ing best grin.I mean,I'm glad to do it,but getting tired of it...Tiring if it didnt get better,at all.Why do they don't even want to try,a bit...just a tiny little bit.Everything goes wrong in every one's eyes now.Everybody hates each other deep inside.Now,this is what you call Merry F***ing Christmas...

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

New Year...

Another year almost over and hee I am... Keep wondering what do I really want in life...

It's hard to live your life day by day when everybody ask you to have plans for your future. Gosh!

Now, what do I want for next year?

A better life of mine, which I actually want day by day... and... I want a man... to walk his life with me... a man that I can fully love, not parts... a man that can make me love him more and myself... a man that can make me a better person... a man that can bring the best out of me...

Christmas Is Coming...

Again...

Can't believe how fast time actually goes by... Another christmas, another new year to come... But let's talk about christmas first...

I always think that christmas is actually a family kind of time, I mean all family gather around together, despite all the hatred that they have for eachother. Will that happen again this year? Ehm, I don't actually know...

I'm about to spend time with my family this christmas, but only my Dad, Mom and sister, not the whole family of my mom's or dad's (my favorite will be my Mom's =D). Hope it's great to spend time with them, to get closer as a family, as a whole...

Ehm, to be honest, I'm not in the mood to meet other family this year. I mean, it's like too much hatred happens this year, and, I don't want thgose to ruin my christmas day, at all... I just want a peace christmas with my Dad, Mom, and sister... and probably with one of my cousin and her family, including my nephew. but that's all. i don't want others who hate eachother to come... Is that a crime... Well, if it is, I don't mind doing it. I don't care if you call me a bad person or whatsoever...

I know that christmas is actually time to forgive more in order to receive a truly peace in your heart thingy, but... to be honest, I'm getting tired being a nice person in my family, being the one who don't take side whenever there is a clash or any bold argument. I've pobably been stabbed hundreds of time now... Everybody ask me to come forward to cover their f***ing a**, what about me? Why don't they just face those f***ing a*****e by themselves?

Sorry... but I demand peace on my christmas day... :D

Merry christmas everybody... =D

Keep On Singin' My SOng

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face And nobody's gonna bring me down today Been feeling like nothing's been going my way lately I decided right here, right now, that my outlook's gonna change That's why I'm gonna Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried Everytime somebody hurt my pride Feeling like they won't let me live life And take the time to look at what is mineI see every blessing so clearly I thank God for what I got from above I believe they can take anything from me But they can't succeed in taking my inner-peace from me They can say all they wanna say about me But I, I'm gonna carry on (carry on)Keep on (keep on)Singin' my song(La, la, la, la, la) Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah I never wanna dwell on the pain again, ooh, no, no There's no use in re-living how I hurt back then, oh, no, no Remembering too well the hell I felt when I was running out of faith, oh Every step I'm 'bout to take moves towards a better day 'Cause I'm about to Say farewell to every single lie And all the fears I've held too long inside Everytime I felt I couldn't try All the negativity inside For too long I've been struggling, couldn't go on But now I've found I'm feeling strong and I'm moving on I believe they can take anything from me But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace They can say all they wanna say about me But I, I'm gonna carry on I'ma keep on singing my song Whoa, ooh, yeahOh, oh, ooh Everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me It never came naturally So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see all the good around me Wasted so much energy on what they thought of me Than simply just remembering to breathe, ohh, oh, ooh I'm humanly unable to please everyone at the same time, so now I find my peace of mind living one day at a time In the end I answer to one god It comes down to one love Untill I get to heaven above I have made the decision Never to give in 'till the day I die no matter what I'm gonna carry on, I'ma keep onSinging my song La, la, la, la, laWhoa (They can't take anything from me)I believe, yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh They can do what they wanna, Say what they wanna sayOh whoa (They can say what they wanna) But I'm gonna keep on (Keep on) Woo I believe that they can take from me But they can't take my inner-peace Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Say what you wanna say (wanna say) But I'm gonna sing my song Whoa, whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah (yeah!)