You're Amazing

Looking at your innocent face

Amazes me in every case

Your sweet words

Capture my heart to the chord

Yes, you are amazing

Your charm brought me to the light

Bedazzled me in everything

Create faith that I can hold on tight

Oh, you are amazing

You are something I can cling in

One storm just come rushing

Thunder lets your defense falling

The rain washes away your smile

The lightning flying it away for miles

Oh, you were amazing

And is that mask you're wearing?

And is that script you're reading?

And is that you you're playing?

You're changing colors faster than seconds move in a clock

You're swinging your mood worse than dancers in a dock

You paralyzed by things you analyze

You claim the world is yours alone to synchronize

Too weak for one who thinks he's the strongest

Too stupid for one who thinks he knows it all

Too timid for one who thinks he's the bravest

Too vulnerable for one who thinks he could rule the world

Yes, you were amazing

For every little things you've done

Yes, you are still amazing

For every little dumbest thing you've become

Unbelievably amazing

Because you don't simply don't know how stupid you are

Wonder as I Wander

Seems like the dark clouds follow, cover the world around all day

Prevent the sun from shining its brightest beam to the earth

Block the warmth produced by the sun

Wonder as I wonder here on earth

Tripped over something unknown and hurt

Then lost into one journey

Of what's cold and blurry

And here I am with my mind floating everywhere

Here and there uncontrolled of what's coming next

The past and future running after each other as they dare

Passing carelessly listing and hiding every little facts

Eyes cannot be shut wide open

Lips cannot be sealed while singing

Hand cannot be cuffed when it's hidden

Feet cannot be tied when it's running

Looking over my heart and soul wishing to find one solution

But only gap there is to see and reach beyond

Gap that's been created even before ones born and wonder on

Something that might be crafted by both you and I in portion

Both part away too far to be reach

One too tired to move on

One is heartless and walks on

Way in the middle is transparently being ditched

Life is, Indeed, Never Easy

Never say that life is an easy path. Living life is way too complicated to understand. Every step of the way is filled with plenty of choices, good and bad. It's our decision to pick one that suits us best.

Never say that life will provide you good times and everything will come your way. Even if it does, you will not have that satisfaction you are looking for. That good feeling of winning things and sincere contentment.

But, nevertheless, let's not make an excuse to make other's life even more miserable.

PS. Just like what you're doing all along...

I'm Simply Scared

You might feel like I've changed or became even more annoying that I usually was. Don't worry, I feel the same way. I'm wondering to myself as well, about what is going on with me, with my mood and my temper that raised like a rocket. Yup, that fast. I just couldn't help myself. I lost my grip of patience.

Many times I asked myself to calm down and be positive but always making me ended up in the bottom of my sorrow. Crying is all I can do when I can't scream out the words I long to say.

Too many disappointment from someone I really trust, someone I really count on. What comes worse, most of the disappointment came in unexpected moments, and worst, it happened times in a row.

Some might say that it's time for me to let it go for it has happened for so many times. But, I can't. I made myself this promise some time ago to just stay here and not leaving, because I'm needed, because that's what I should do.

Been trying so hard to forgive but it's definitely hard to forget. All gathered into one conclusion, I'm simply scared of losing you.