Monday, June 21, 2010

Soundtrack Pt. 13

BOBBLEHEAD

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

Girls like you give girls a bad name
Trying to get a boy but you sound so lame
Thinking it's cute to act real dumb
But the jokes on you, you're stupid hon

Hold up, hold up, you're making no sense
You're talking out your ass
Like a bobblehead, you bobblehead
Just keep your trap shut like your mamma said

Why, oh, why pretend?
I know you got a brain, why don't you use it?
Why, oh, why pretend?
If you so smart, why you act brain dead

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

But wait like, I don't get it

He, he, ha I don't care what you looking at
Body so skinny but your head's so fat
Talky, talky, talky but you don't say shit
Got a way with words, you give me nothing, bitch

Banging on the door, nobody else there
You're nightmare on Elm Street got everybody scared
Make me wanna run when you coming around
Because it's a frightening sound

Why, oh, why pretend?
I know you got a brain, why don't you use it?
Why, oh, why pretend?
If you so smart, why you act brain dead

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah

But wait, like, like what like, like what?
I don't get it, like what, what really?

Hanging with the girls makes you feel unsure
So you hang with the boys, makes you feel secure
Act all catty ‘cuz you hate competition
Rather like a sheep on your airhead mission

Laugh in you face but behind your back
They say "I kinda like her booty but the girl is whack"
You see the boys, the boys they love me
Think you're a pain in your butt? Know what? You're crazy.

Why, oh, why pretend?
I know you got a brain, why don't you use it?
Why, oh, why pretend?
If you so smart, why you act brain dead

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah wah

When you talk all I hear is
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...
Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

And the real girls say I never play dumb
To get what I want
And always come out the one
That's on top

I never play dumb
To get what I want
And always come out the one
That's on top

I never play dumb
To get what I want
And always come out the one
That's on top

I never play dumb
To get what I want
And always come out the one
That's on top

I don’t get it

Soundtrack Pt. 12

LIFT ME UP

So the pain begins
As the music fades
And I'm left here with
With more than I can take

If you lift me up
Just get me through this night
I know I'll rest tomorrow
And I'll be strong enough to try


When the static clears
And all is said and done
I will realize
That we all need someone

If you lift me up
Just get me through this night
I know I'll rest tomorrow
And I'll be strong enough to try

So when you see me crashing
And there's nowhere left to fall
Will you lift me even higher
To rise above this all


If you lift me up
Said if you lift me up

Whoo-yeah, ahhh-yeah (repeat x2)

Said if you lift me up
Will you lift me higher

When you see me crashing
And theres nowhere left to fall
Will you lift me even higher
To rise above this all

If you lift me up
Said if you lift me up
If you lift me up
Just get me through this night

Soundtrack Pt. 11

LITTLE DREAMER

Look at the stars, I will take one down for you
No matter what the distance, I’ll see it through
I’ll fill you in between the sun and moon
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

And whenever in night, the lights go down
I know that you’ll go on to shine somehow

And even if you’re miles above the clouds
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

Now I lay you down to sleep
I pray we’ll meet inside my dreams

So long, my little dreamer,
I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected
through time and space
The journey that we shared but now have to leave
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah


Little dreamer,
little dreamer,
little dreamer,
little dreamer
Lalala

Look through the dark, there’s a compass in the sky
If ever you’re lonely and question why
Remember that I’m always by your side
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting


And even though we sleep like years apart
The galaxy away is not so far
Because we know the future is our dark
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray we’ll meet inside my dreams
If I should go before I wake
I pray our souls will join again


So long, my little dreamer, I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected through time and space
And everything we hoped that could never be
Will live inside of us for eternity

So come on my little dreamer, I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected through time and space
The journey that we shared but now have to leave
Will live inside of us for eternity

Destiny will be a part of you, babe (will be)
I'll feel you in the atmosphere (I'll feel you)
And nothing will be left to fear (nothing left to fear)


Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh, said)
Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh oh)
Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh, ooh)
Little dreamer, little dreamer (Ooh, ooh)

So long, my little dreamer, I will miss your face
We'll always stay connected through time and space (little dreamer)
And everything we hoped that could never be (so mamma)
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah (I'll see you there)

So long, my little dreamer, I will miss your face (always, always)
We'll always stay connected through time and space (ooh oh)
The journey that we shared but now have to leave (ooh)
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah (oh ah)

I will be with you till the end
Mmm, always be waiting 'till the end

One Once Said Pt. 4 - Deyana Lomban's Edition



“Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.”

"If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”

“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.”

"I asked God for strength that I might achieve.I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey."

"Memberi adalah bukti bahwa Anda sudah menaklukkan ketamakan"

“By seeing the seed of failure in every success, we remain humble. By seeing the seed of success in every failure we remain hopeful.”

"Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers."

"When I am honest I never feel stupid. And when I am honest I am automatically humble."

Friday, June 18, 2010

I declare myself as one strong human being, who’s not easy to feel down, or cry whenever somebody knocks me of my feet.

But what often happen is me coming into my limit. I broke down. I cried. I kept on wondering how stupid I was, how people could do that, especially when it came down to someone I trust. I hated myself whenever it happened.

I’m one of those whom easily put trust on people, family, friends, even someone that I just mer. I’m one of those whom cannot say any no. I’m one of those whom always have a will to help people whenever they’re in a good need.

But eventually, it all ate me up. It left me hanging desperately in need for something in return when no one could actually fill me in.

People said that none of those worth neither my wrath nor my tears. But sometimes, or should I say most of time, those things work. My anger, disappointment, and sadness seem to go away along those anger and sadness. They lead me to peace. They show me the way.

So, think again, why not?

Why should I hold every wrath of mine? Why should I hide any tear when those things are the only things that help me move on?

So, let me be mad, let me cry, since that the only way that bring me at ease… J

Thursday, June 17, 2010

For I Am Here

Don't close your eyes, my dear
For I am here
beside you
Leaning toward an arm
That is strong enough for me to count on

Don't blink, my dear
For I am here,
Smiling,
And hoping for this moment to last
At least for a little while

Don't walk too slow, my dear
For I am here,
Freezing,
Staring on an empty cold being

Don't run too far, my dear
For I am here,
standing still,
Waiting for one day to come
For us to be saved