JusT a LiFe: 01/01/2008

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Easy... Hard... Definitely hard...

I am one of those girls who can easily fall in love... But at the same moment, I am one of those girls who's hard to be in love and love someone as a whole... But after I do in love with them... I am one of those girls who's definitely hard to forget the one that I once love... What kind of girl am I? It it a crime? Is it right to call myself a woman now? Why do I even ask that question???Foolish!!! Proud to be one, I guess... :(

Why Does It Have To Be This Way???

Love and to love is more complicated than I thought it would be... Something has always get in the way... There's always something wrong in it. I know that I'm not supposed to expect for something perfect or whatsoever you wanna call it, but still... I wish there's a less difficult way to love and to be loved... I wish... only wishes... I always say that I want to love someone in a whole, not parts. But when I think I could love him as a whole, not parts (since he's waaaaaay beyond the man of my dream), there's just something in between... Something that I'm sure cannot be fix, at least cannot be fix with my way... or this soon...And when I'm ready to love someone as a whole, when I'm ready to love him back... the chance to love just slipped through my bloody frickin vein or whatever... Oh... life... love... leaf... as in a clover... now I don't want to be left alone.

Monday, January 07, 2008

Hello... hello... :)

Finally...
I managed to create a real blog here... a bit late (maybe more), but hey... better late than never, rite...
Anyway... Ehm... Just want to say hi to everyone here and...
by the way... again... you can request me for some songs, since I downloaded some songs here as well... so...
I'll wait...
Catcha later...

Keep On Singin' My SOng

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face And nobody's gonna bring me down today Been feeling like nothing's been going my way lately I decided right here, right now, that my outlook's gonna change That's why I'm gonna Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried Everytime somebody hurt my pride Feeling like they won't let me live life And take the time to look at what is mineI see every blessing so clearly I thank God for what I got from above I believe they can take anything from me But they can't succeed in taking my inner-peace from me They can say all they wanna say about me But I, I'm gonna carry on (carry on)Keep on (keep on)Singin' my song(La, la, la, la, la) Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah I never wanna dwell on the pain again, ooh, no, no There's no use in re-living how I hurt back then, oh, no, no Remembering too well the hell I felt when I was running out of faith, oh Every step I'm 'bout to take moves towards a better day 'Cause I'm about to Say farewell to every single lie And all the fears I've held too long inside Everytime I felt I couldn't try All the negativity inside For too long I've been struggling, couldn't go on But now I've found I'm feeling strong and I'm moving on I believe they can take anything from me But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace They can say all they wanna say about me But I, I'm gonna carry on I'ma keep on singing my song Whoa, ooh, yeahOh, oh, ooh Everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me It never came naturally So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see all the good around me Wasted so much energy on what they thought of me Than simply just remembering to breathe, ohh, oh, ooh I'm humanly unable to please everyone at the same time, so now I find my peace of mind living one day at a time In the end I answer to one god It comes down to one love Untill I get to heaven above I have made the decision Never to give in 'till the day I die no matter what I'm gonna carry on, I'ma keep onSinging my song La, la, la, la, laWhoa (They can't take anything from me)I believe, yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh They can do what they wanna, Say what they wanna sayOh whoa (They can say what they wanna) But I'm gonna keep on (Keep on) Woo I believe that they can take from me But they can't take my inner-peace Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Say what you wanna say (wanna say) But I'm gonna sing my song Whoa, whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah (yeah!)