Tuesday, August 17, 2010

My Little Dreamers

(featuring Little Dreamer, sung by Christina Aguilera)

Look at the stars, I will take one down for you
No matter what the distance, I’ll see it through
I’ll fill you in between the sun and moon
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

I heard the news that flew my mind way back when I lost you. The feeling I felt back then just came rushing back like a flood held by a strong closed steel door that just been opened. It hurt more than I thought it will. I guess I just missed you deeply.

And whenever in night, the lights go down
I know that you’ll go on to shine somehow
And even if you’re miles above the clouds
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

It still stays in my mind the way that I held you tight in my arms. How you’d stop crying every time I carried you in my arm and sang you a song. The way you calmed yourself down comforted me and made me smile. I even called you my own back then.

Look through the dark, there’s a compass in the sky
If ever you’re lonely and question why
Remember that I’m always by your side
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

And you, with your sweet smile, just like your brother. You shone your light toward each and every one of us. You were our best present on that Christmas with how you stayed up late and babbled your way up to the edge of the bed just to wake us up and played with you.

And even though we sleep like years apart
The galaxy away is not so far
Because we know the future is our dark
‘Til the end I’ll be waiting

I remembered how you kept ruining my wrapped presents and gave me that innocent angelic smile and laughed when I showed my upset look. My heart soon melted. And when I played and sang the Cupcake song, you did the same and always asked me to replay the song and you nodded your head.

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray we’ll meet inside my dreams
If I should go before I wake
I pray our souls will join again

“You're my honeybun, sugarplum, pumpy-umpy-umpkin, you're my sweetie pie, you're my cuppycake, gumdrop, snoogums-boogums, you're the Apple of my eye. And I love you so and I want you to know that I'll always be right here. And I love to sing sweet songs to you because you are so dear.”

So long, my little dreamer, I’ll miss your face
We’ll always stay connected through time and space
The journey that we shared but now have to leave
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah

I still couldn’t quite believe that you both gone shortly after those sweet memories that stick in my head. Stayed by your death-bed was the hardest thing to do. Praying and hoping you’d survive and even sang the song non-stop. But apparently God had better plans for you.

Destiny will be a part of you
I'll feel you in the atmosphere
And nothing will be left to fear

And there I was playing the song by your grave with tears that wouldn’t stop flowing and burning my cheek. Your smiles keep on making me smile, your hugs keep on warming my soul, your smells linger. There will be no way you would go away. You are both safe here in my heart.

So long, my little dreamer, I will miss your face
We'll always stay connected through time and space
And everything we hoped that could never be
Will live inside of us for eternity

Goodbye sweethearts. Go play with those angels and lovely fairies there in the land of eternity. Watch over us with your pretty wings and sing us songs to cheer us up. We will keep you in our hearts and forever be that way. Nothing will take you away or these memories inside.

I will be with you till the end
Always be waiting 'till the end


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